stories of a crazy lad

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2010-08-12T18:24:00.000Z

http://blog.sina.com.cn/storyuwontbelieve

http://ihavestoryuwontbelieve.blogspot.com/

http://blog.wenxuecity.com/myblog.php?blogID=3207

http://6134529.qzone.qq.com/

Some of it need to climb chinese firewall to read , sorry for the trouble.

Cat on a pedestal

2009-10-23T17:20:00.003Z

cubical life

2009-10-23T17:18:00.001Z

Top Gear : episode bicycle

2009-10-23T17:00:00.006Z

To the Southeast, Cycle to the end of Southeast

2009-10-23T16:57:00.002Z

Move

2009-10-23T16:55:00.000Z

Hard Rocking China

2009-07-25T16:33:00.003Z

loved ones

2009-07-08T15:13:00.003Z

Background story:

I approached some stray cats. The white one who’s back toward us and on the right is a cripple and weak. After sometime I was there watching, their mother was willing to give the smallest white cat away to me.

She knows her kid might not survive the battle royal of stray life. It is a better for a human to protect her child. There is great emotion for a mother in a cat. Who said animal was not capable of complex logic thinking, I believe a human will do the exact same thing. Please treat nicely to all living things including human being, after all we all are very emotional.

The best and the worst employee of the month for cleaners(shame on you!It is the management style of one of chinese best University)

2009-06-13T02:56:00.001Z

I thought It is because I was drunk

2009-06-13T02:55:00.001Z

Sino-US style shopping centre

2009-06-13T02:49:00.000Z

Who can tell me WTF is this about?FTW....

2009-05-03T13:19:00.001Z

Past USSR Style

2009-05-03T13:17:00.000Z

A Cat enjoys sunshine

2009-05-03T13:16:00.000Z

Wood and Brick

2009-05-03T13:13:00.001Z

St.john's University(top chinese law school now)

2009-05-03T13:06:00.004Z

A bit of Ox-bridge style,right?

It should look like this!

2009-04-29T14:55:00.001Z

Beautiful MMIR backyard

2009-04-25T01:41:00.000Z

Shoe guy

2009-04-25T01:40:00.000Z

City Art

2009-04-25T01:39:00.000Z

Party Tank

2009-04-25T01:38:00.000Z

Service Call

2009-04-19T15:00:00.001Z

Indian friends party

2009-04-18T03:02:00.001Z

Sino-japan war blockhouse

2009-04-18T02:59:00.000Z

Peace gun firing hall(it is the actual name)

2009-04-18T02:57:00.001Z

Tree stick out of concrete

2009-04-18T02:55:00.000Z

Hayato San in Shanghai

2009-04-18T02:54:00.000Z

pieces

2009-04-18T02:53:00.000Z

Part of Chinese punk music post

2009-04-18T02:52:00.000Z

Pulltion.....

2009-04-18T02:51:00.000Z

Tree trimmer

2009-04-18T02:50:00.000Z

M*ao

2009-04-18T02:49:00.002Z

Dicks and Pussy

2009-04-18T02:48:00.000Z

Numb

2009-04-18T02:46:00.001Z

Metro

2009-04-18T02:45:00.000Z

Lonly cat

2009-04-18T02:44:00.001Z

My city photo by a friend

2009-04-18T02:42:00.000Z

A girl and her little duck. (by a friend)

2009-04-18T02:39:00.001Z

Car smash

2009-04-18T02:37:00.001Z

Some grandpa

2009-04-18T02:36:00.000Z

Pile of Bins

2009-04-18T02:35:00.002Z

That night

2009-04-18T02:32:00.001Z

Me,Three years ago!

2009-04-18T02:31:00.000Z

London Spin

2009-04-18T02:30:00.002Z

Some guy I met in newport,UK.

2009-04-18T02:25:00.002Z

fighting is worth fighting for

2008-04-22T17:33:00.007Z

Linkin park, I listen to it again and again. I feel the pain the band was crying out about. I am living in shanghai right now, it is a big city with people like me everywhere. I am fighting to get a job, but nobody want me, I am like a ignorant Child,NObody want me. China I will lost no hope on you. I did not ask much, why don't you accept me, I was a foreigner in a strange country. I came back and was treated like a foreigner, everybody see me as a non-white, None-chinese foreign person. I am just a Chinese who speak and think a little bit english. Please accept me,China. Mother will never abandon their child. I know you will accept me one day. When you see a free child could bring kindness and love to you and your other children. Mother, you need more love and kindness, please accept me first.

The Changed,the constant and the different

2007-08-16T08:16:00.000Z

I am back to my home town, It looks different, it feels the same.

The changed: the picture shows a street cooking competition, they are proud of the street dacing in US, we are proud of our street cooking also.

the old and poor small street in my home town, here lives really old people with out child.

The yellow sign says "no parking", it is quite different from the rest of the world.

......

2007-06-10T22:07:00.000Z

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2007-06-03T18:57:00.000Z

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devil is the detail

2006-11-08T22:59:00.002Z

Drink myself to conscienceless could alway give inspirations about things.
I was around southern country for a couple days. I was durnk all the time and the places are new, life span so fast, I could not stop thinking about stuff.
I found out detail is so important about a person or things, I think if you lay a couple of chinese people and british born chinese, I could tell their differences without even to speak to them. I believe most of the time It is because British are more detail person, clean and walk so striaght.

Under the industry revolution,China become a world factory which produce a lot of undervalued product, People believe fast production and fast comsuption. Nobody care about anything in detail as long as it is accpetable.

Here people are detailed, Their accpectance is much higher than people form China, It is so difficult for me to clam down and to be a detailed person, I was taught to do everything fast,because it is important than quality, like you should finish all you home work instead of trying to do it right.

I look around me, the most undetailed countries are China and india and the most detailed people are german and japanese.They look always slow and in deep thought.

I decided from today, I will be really slow and thoughtful,do everthing right at first time,no matter what had happend , I will not lose my coolness.

stay cool.

15:31,sun 24/09/2006

2006-09-24T14:36:00.000Z

No great understanding,
No love,
No crisis,
No pleasure,
No drunkness,
No intence high from doping.

Keep on doing my endless meaningful labour job to prove myself.
Only left twisted desires implanted in my soul to supress,
life goes on,
watch a movie, read a book,
everything stay still,
I was left alone.

They say people get great inspriations from literature and Art.
millions of book have been written.
Thousands of book have been read.
History is still a mess,people get more confused.

Billions of songs have been composed.
Trillion times they have been heard.
but fewer of lyrics was understood.

Differeatness is Art,
Everybody understand,
but few people have the ability to appreciate.

Though try to make one day completely different from another one.
Social frame would not allow it to happen.
So everything repeat day by day, year by year.

People will tell you,
you are still the same,
you maybe pissed off,
but you know nothing you can do,
because you can not break the glass which protect you.

The glass wall let you see everything,
but you will never reach them.
you are afraid of breaking the glass and losing what you have inside your warm little glass hole.

Stop moaning and break the glass.
walk out of your hole and grap what you want.
The world is free for everybody,
but first, you should free yourself.

trip to maleham

2006-07-13T19:30:00.000Z

cosplay

2006-06-23T18:25:00.000Z

I join the British Infantry for a while.

Now, I was promoted to general.

Two pounds ride

2006-05-10T18:46:00.000Z

Out of a dark ally,
Saw a new ride in the fun-fair.
Got on it with a butterfly in the stomach.
Spin,spin, spin.
Going up and down,
Got an 'french style romance' american movie flashing in my mind.
So crazy for 3 minutes,
Just as crazy life in U.K. in my life long journey.
Got home,smoke some weed.
clam down and go to sleep as usual.
As the insanity goes on in U.K. .

life objective,人生目标

2006-05-03T18:12:00.000Z

my objective change to slove current problem to create new problem to reslove.
我的人生目标改定为，解决现有问题，再去解决在现有问题解决后由此产生的新的问题。
Why I said all state all these things people will never understand. I found a problem concern myself and most of the Chinese. Today I was in uni's library "intended" to study. But I did not study anything at all but just sitting there mess around on internet try to find the answer of a meaning life(which means nothing to me and most of Chinese at all the ) else is messing around on internet.NO White will mess around in uni!!!why !!!After I messed my brain for more than 5 hours, I looked around me, There were still that many Chinese students sit around(nobody left the library and a few more came) and everybody(chinesechinese and all the asias will do so???Are we supress in a way or what?? are we all weaker than white, we all have more to think about????
I believe there will be a couple of reasons:

1. Most of White people come to uni to study,If they want to spend their free time, they will go to pub.

2.most of them choose what they really want to do in uni.

Being chinese sometime sucks, most of us do not know what do we like. We were restricted by our culture prussure and we never done anything interesting in school.

sport was disecourage in school,because it was not important for entering uni. for god sake, it is important for bonding relation and teamwork among human beings. Team work is more important than knowledge,everybody knows when they grow up.....

sloution form today, hope everybody copy me:
1.study in uni.
2.have fun with friend when free.
3.go to gym when free.
4.socialize after work or study.
5. do some things useful.

For god sake,please do good and let everybody know it,做好事请留名。

2006-04-23T17:29:00.000Z

In china,there is a old saying" If you do good, You should never let anybody know actully you did it." For god sake it is bullshit, I believe it is better to let as many poeple as as possible.Reason for that action:
1. It is much easily for you to do a good act under the sun.

2.people see you are doing good,they start to belive the society is better stability and people are more friendly.Less people will hate the society, less reballed teenagers,less suicide rate, because people could see hope from you.

3. It will bring good reputation and benefits for you and you are motivated to do more good.

4.people will start to do good after you.

5.It feels good to see people doing good,it feels like released. That is because they believe there are more people taking on responsbilities,so they will be having less stressed.

how to do good and let everbody know.

1.sweep street on a sunny day when everybody is going somewhere(work,shopping,come back form home.)

2.learn kongfu,boxing and go to gym to defend yourself and help kid,women and people are less competent to defend themselves，but call police first.

3.learn rescuse skill, like how to do artificial respiration. help people if there is a problem.

4. Put candy or fruits in a basket and hang it by your door, and leave a note,let people know that it is for people who wants to have a snack,When you see people coming for some snack ask them if they want tea with it,make friends with you neighbors.

5.give money to beggers when you go window shopping with your friends(It works really well when you are with oppsite sex). Same apply with tips for the waiter, and a piece of cake to repair man. At least you should give those when you have friend with you, I give no matter friends around or not.

做好是不留名，全是他妈的扯蛋。我就觉得做好事就应该让所有的人知道。让我来告诉你们为什么。

1。在大白天做好事，很方便不用跺跺藏藏。

2。人们看见你做好事，会觉得这个社会比想像的稳定，人们更友好。更少的人会憎恨这个社会，反叛的年轻人会更少。更少人会自杀，人们从你身上看到了希望。

3。会给你带来好的声誉和好处，你以后会想着做更多的好事。

4。人们会以好人为榜样。

5。看人做好事，看的人也会感觉很好，会感觉放松了。因为他们觉得更多人对社会负责，他们紧张的精神就放松下来。

怎样做让人看的见的好事：

1，在大家上班，下班，节日的时候打扫社区或大街。

2。学习功夫，拳击，来防御坏人攻击。碰到儿童妇女还有没有能力反抗的人因该给与帮助，但得先叫警察。

3。学习急救技巧，象人工呼吸。

4。在自家的门外挂一个小篮子，不时放上一些水果或者糖果，旁边留个条子告诉是给大家吃的。如果看见有人来拿，问他们需不需要喝茶，和他们聊天做朋友，把你的邻居当成好朋友。

5。在和朋友出去逛街的时候看见要饭的给一点钱，两个人出去吃饭的时候给服务员一些小费，给上们来修理的人一块蛋糕和一杯茶。我一般自己一个人出去也给。

Passion is my life

2006-04-12T13:12:00.000Z

Passion, where are you?
I use to have you with me all time.

You were with me in my Nintendo.
You were with me around my laptop.
You were with me behind my tape-player.

After years of combating in a foreign land,
I could not find you no-more.

I doubt,
Are you just the by-product of youth and innocence,
or some crazy buzzes of stupid co-op initiative?

No, you are not,
Even I could not feel you now,
I will find you one day,
no matter what it takes.

I want you to be CREATIVE and energetic.
You could wake me up in the morning,
and leave me something to remember.

another important decision又一个重要决定

2006-04-06T14:25:00.000Z

I am gonna write whatever I want, I don' t want to be a nice guy on internet anymore, it made myself sick,what for???? Being a nice guy in real life, you could get repect from people, on internet only get neglect by people, sometimes being a nice guy got neglected by people as well in real life as well.
从今天开始这个博客，我想写什么就写什么。我不想在网上装好人，这让我自己都感觉恶心，在现实生活中做个好人，还可能能得到人的赞许，但是在网上装好人根本就会让人忽略，更何况现实中的好人都经常让人忽略。

my friend's website

2006-04-06T10:30:00.000Z

http://srbit.com/

something worth talk about during my trip在旅行中一些令人比较值得回顾的事件

2006-04-05T17:57:00.000Z

I went to cambridge, oxford,bath,cardiff,bristol last few weeks. The first thing was I was alone, that sucks a lot, a lot. The weather was so windy and cold, it sucked. Cambirdge Oxford bath and cardiff was actul alright, but stonehedge and bristol were bullshit. only one thing about bristol is ok, the 3D movie.
我最近去了，剑桥，牛津，巴斯，卡迪夫，布里斯托。单独去的，真实无聊，极端无聊。天天刮大风，还很冷。剑桥，牛津，巴斯，卡迪夫还算可以。布里斯托和巨石阵无聊无比。还好布里斯托有个３Ｄ电影院，没有那么无聊。
Decision
1. I hate travel　alone(just find out,never done before), I will only travel with group for today on.
2. try to avoid city(expensive and nothing to do),better go hiking in countryside,theme park,rave or concrete　to waste my holiday on.
决定
１，我讨厌一个人旅行（刚刚才发现，以前从来没有干过），以后如果以各人至少跟旅行团。
２。不要怎么去城市，（贵，还很无聊）最好去野外郊游，游乐场，狂野派对或者是演唱会来打发假期。

the new kind of digital garfiti,see the printed pictures?This the world famous cambridge's new fashion trend.look like old fashinon character form 80''s game.
这是最新在剑桥发现的新式街头涂鸦，用打印机打的，象80年代电玩里的人物。

This is a someone's contract for selling themselves in china about 300 years ago.
光绪时期的卖身契。

stonehedge is so boring without party, you should never go expect there will be a rave.
巨石阵真的很无聊，但如果开狂野派对还是一定要去的。

real human head on 1/3 of original size, it shrank by boiling in special water.
真人头只有原来的1／3大小，在特殊药水里煮过。

I got a tattoo弄了了个文身

2006-04-04T20:32:00.000Z

I got a tattoo, here is the pic.heart in a shape of rose,got it?
我弄了个文身，这里是图片，是个玫瑰形状的心，看懂了吗？

good website

2006-04-04T17:36:00.000Z

http://maddox.xmission.com/

so....blog closed for good reason.胡扯八道从此不再

2006-03-29T13:14:00.001Z

this blog will be used as announcing board today, only important thoughts and decisios will be pubished here or things could not make me or anybody happier will not be here anymore, it will in both English and Chinese.
这个博客从今天将会用做留言版。我只会在此发表重要的言论和决定，除非我非地常乐意胡说八道或者是可以让一些读者高兴的消息。从今天起所有的文章将会用英文和中文两种语言书写。

blogging doesn't make me any happier

2006-03-29T12:45:00.000Z

I was searching the meanig of life recently. Before I use to believe, the meaning of my life is to experience everyting in this world and die, that is all. I have a different idea now, during the serious research about what I really want, I find out I am doing things which did not make me or anybody any happier!!! for example I am messing around all the time on internet reading useless new, tell pepole useless stories about, does it make anybody any happier, no, I don't think so.

I decide I will only do things make myself happier or at least make people happier. certenily this blog didn't make myself happier,if I am not happy enough how could I have the ability to make others happy.If it does not, stop doing it. So I decided to stop this stupid blog,it is better go to some website reply someone's post,it will make myself more useful and other people happier under the circumstance I am happy to do it, no force myself to do some rubbish anymore.

if any of readers like this blog, sorry.
I am not happy to write rubbish anymore.
Maybe I should write something useful.
like a eassy, I will pubilsh my serious work and thought here from today, or important announcement, really tired of bullshitting.

john stuart mill is the one to blame. he taught me how to get more happiness out of yourself.
I will list something I'd like to do which make me happy,
1.read good books.
2.out with friends.
3.success as an important person, not get negleted anymore.
4.love more, and recieve more love(generally and personally)
5.achieving something.
6.be brave and initiative.
7.go to theme park and play.
8.do things seriousily and people think i am a serious guy.I joke too much, have to put a full stop on those nonsence and humorous-less jokes.learn more good jokes is enssential.
10.look good in public.

Many thoughts about quality, innovation and my country

2006-03-15T21:36:00.002Z

Recently, I am reading book about branding for my work. It inspires me a lot when I was reading the boring textbook. It is saying that brand is based on a constant quality product(only innovation could mantain constant quality,top quality always means the combination of high quality and top tech).
My brain always works in a different way from other person, I extend too much thought from little topic.
To make it easy I will ask some questions and answer them.

Why do china always produce product for other developed country?
Because we do not have a good design ,technology, we only have cheap labour.

Why don't we have good design and technology?
We mostly copy everthing from western countries and we could not develop good technology.

why we do not have good tech and always copy?
we were educated in this way. We copy book in school. we did a lot of writing, but think about this ;have you ever got a chance to write anything you are interested in? Our training in school is only copying, like copying machine. Did you every done anything innovative? No, I don't think so.

why do we have this kind of education system?
I think free-mind society bring innovative thought, but in our country is impossible.

I do believe we have the most university students in the world, but what do they do are ridcules,you read books, have exam,eat,sleep, gaming,chatting,that is all. we do not do anything clever at all,but I believe some of the top universities in china has started to change.

How to make china better?
no idea.it is a difficult country, you never know which way is the best. let histroy save us.

How to make you life more colorful?
stop copy anything.find new ways for things to be done.

Innovating is the fundamental aspect of life, try to be creative. once you start to create, your life begins.because you really feel you have done something completely different today, you added on a a new meaning to your shallow existence .

just some crazy news

2006-03-14T22:01:00.000Z

That is not a joke; I was on the news and was crazy. This monday,kirll informed Me that I was on telly last week,he was told by his friend. F**k!!! I shouldn't be so crazy all the time, let me tell you the story partly.

I was on my way to buy a display for my computer in beeston area. On the way I was stopped by two journalists, they were asking some religionist question which I should not speak too much about it. I thought I KNEW A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT EVERYTHING. Now I know I am just a simple life form on the earth, without me,everything will be the same.

But I was lonely and bored on the road.I spoke some things(all gibberish, get out of my mouth without any brain process).I hope I did not offend anybody, If I DID,please forgive me.

my cousion sister got married ,got some photo

2006-03-04T20:29:00.000Z

Quality in man

2006-02-27T16:25:00.000Z

I was trying to figure out what is quality in a human. I found a poet on the newspapaer website "The Hindu" pubilsh on Saturday, Jun 08, 2002.

Quality of man
Be rich, not in money
But in heart.
Be poor, not in studies
But in bad habits.
Be honest, not in bribery
But in good habits.
Be great, not in mind
But in character.
Be good, not in acting
But in doing.
Be a child, not in rebelling
But in activities.
Do good, not like the devil
But like God.

Kiruthika K., IX B Karur: St. Antony's Matric School

got something good

2006-02-26T00:31:00.000Z

I could publish anything anytime with out login due to a wigdet called blogger, just like write myself a message,but anybody could see it from internet. :-) good stuff, thanks blogger.

feel compassion on all beings

2006-01-20T17:40:00.000Z

would you rather have a pair of dirty of hand and dirty face with pure heart or clean hands and face with a greedy heart?

That what this movie is trying to say.

I watched this great movie today. It is about how a group of people protect wild life form in world highest land tibet. The furs of a animals were used on a highly desirable scarfs in developed countries.

This movie tlod me, not only animals die by luxury life style, sometime so many people die from it as well. Next time when you buy something real expensive, Think about it first, make sure nobody has died for it. If you are wearing something someone died of it, you are the killer.

same thing has happend in big brother, one guy was arrest by policeman in the show because he was wearing something look like a gorilla fur.

Look out!! guys.
let us feel compassion on all bings.

extra art of "mighty" me

2006-01-12T12:04:00.000Z

please appreciate, no spitting.

New job

2006-01-12T12:01:00.000Z

Work for fine art as cleaner even could inpire my soul(weak up before 5.45 also good for my body), I suddenly reliaze that creating is so much fun and addctive, that is also one of the reason I am doing this blog thingy again, it is just good for my soul.

quite scary though

dirty hands after job, finally I am contribute some thing to our socitey.good for everybody.

cosplay

2006-01-12T11:53:00.000Z

I had a interview a few days ago,So I decided to dress up for it, it is funny to dress up so much for a cleaner position.

anyway. what do you think?

rave

2005-12-31T11:59:00.000Z

New year's eve I went to a rave which hold in abandoned factory around chopper town. It has great music, I stayed till 4 in the morning.

There are all kinds of people from begger to posh ladies. it is amazing for me to see people from different classes mixed and entertain each other.

just extra pic for xmas

2005-12-25T12:11:00.000Z

me ,in front of a lot of xmas present

kirll hold a fake baby with love and care.

xams family

2005-12-24T12:08:00.000Z

I spend my xmas day and eve with krill's girlfriend(surname is unkown, name is saliy)'s family(sounds strangs to spent xmas this way),they live in yorkshire dale which is a very beautilfuy place has a population of 4000.

saliy's parents and kirll,poor kirll,he is defiantly scared.

saliy's parents is very nice they give me a lot of present without knowing me. I was moved by good english people.

saily and me

kirll and saily

family dinner,I eat so much nice food, english food is great sometimes.

lovely little angle

xmas

2005-12-20T12:05:00.000Z

This xmas is beautiful, I had many stories,These are the pics from leeds,nothing important,just for fun.

me behiend a gaint Xmas tree.

a scary robot unit behind a gaint daily times paper.

2005-10-13T00:37:00.000Z

The sea is beautiful with the castle.

castle,broken castle.

glowsgow university, the third oldest university in scotland.

bulado's boo(you shold never miss it)

2005-09-04T21:21:00.000Z

Dear all, you have to see these videos from bulado. so good , you should never miss it.

http://briefcase.yahoo.com/sbigboy_1999

you can see the files when you signin as:sbigboy_1999
and pass word is:123456

comedy photo

2005-09-04T13:18:00.000Z

What the hell are they doing?

leeds met opening fest

2005-09-01T19:56:00.000Z

1.9.5 there is a fest in city campus, it is quite fun, free food, tap-dancing around fire. hahaha. I really enjonyed today.

some other pics for dear val

2005-09-01T12:39:00.000Z

thai takeaway!!

mmmm...good fun!

sleepy head

musician form Turkey

everybody is smart, I am .......

Another photo of friends together..

2005-08-17T00:44:00.000Z

subbu's party

2005-08-16T00:15:00.000Z

The birthday party from subbu is so big, the scale is as big as a Idian wedding. Why I say it is like a india wedding? Because it contain 4 wedding essential factors:1. a lot of people 2. I am the "Guru" 3 free drinks and many drunkies 4 some wedding crashers

subbu is completely wet and happy.

look at this artistic pic and the guy's mouth.

I am doing pimp dancing steps.

When I look at him, almighty is there.

what a facial expression from the japanese girl.

idoia said"she's drunk"

vegan's lovly animal loving position.

try to stop lovely Antonia gose anywhere.(the wedding crasher from India.)

what is kung-fu?

2005-08-14T06:24:00.000Z

When you are drunk, you always havu all kinds of funny ideas, sorry I am quite drunk now.

So I want to explain you guys what is kung fu. Normally If I speak to a guy from west country they will ask me if I know how to practise kongfu, I will say no, I don't . But if it is in China, I will never be ask this kind of question, because kongfu means "' achievement through great effort' or simply virtue1 or 'resourceful method devised to achieve a particular result' in japanese or 'study' in koran."2

I combine the eastern idea which means study and western idea which means fighting together. I concluded that kungfu's real meaning is "going to gym pertend to fight with a load of philosophy",because you don't really fight when you do kungfu, not like boxing you actully fight after few months traning.

In kungfu lesson you pretend you are fighting with air or someone(you should not hurt anyone or they kick you out of the class,not like boxing you kick someone into hospital and you win, which is your glory)

Now I am going to sleep a little bit and going to kungfu3 my contemporary strategic issues later on.

1 http://education.yahoo.com/reference/dictionary/entry/virtue

2http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kungfu

3means study

creazy hair cut

2005-08-01T13:49:00.000Z

On the night 29/july/05 friday. Idoia,Anna and me went to kirll's hair style fashion show in Trnity church. It was pretty cool!!!! I have never seen so many strange ladies and gents getting together. Another night is so different, even thourgh I would not thinking about spending 50 pounds to have a hair cut in Toni&Guy.

The only guy who dances creazy-kirll.

The Haiku from my self-awareness

2005-07-11T18:13:00.001Z

My beloved friends,
I still could feel the alienness of this country.
There is a little bit bitterness and sadness floating in the air,
Soon.
I
Nearly achieved the Zen Enlightment.
Only want to shout myself:
“SHUP UP AND DO SOMETHING”
My life is still there,
I want change,
Change,
Change,
This CONversaTION IS Over.

love,criminal,trust and brotherhood

2005-07-11T14:39:00.001Z

Story started like that,I was out with one of my friend. He had one of his best friend come to visit him from another country. They decided to steal cups from leading coffee retailer(starbucks,Nero,Costa) when they see each other every time.They told me it is exciting to do it together. I am a very displined person, for me it is difficult to understand this kind of feeling.

Then my brain started to work out why so many people are doing the same thing. Especially some lovers like to steal or destory in a shop when they are deeply in love with each other.
The real reason is the needs of commitment. The bondage between good friends and lovers is good commitment and sharing secret, they could not easily betray each other, because they hold theartening information of one another.

This is same with all the gang groups. They need love and trust inside the group , so you have to do something to gain the members' trust. AB(aryan brotherhood) need you to kill someone to show you commitment and the cost of leaving the" hood" is death, how tough!!!!!!

If you love someone, treat him or her like a "hood" business... your love bondage will be stronger than any other lovers.

Information of AB
http://www.knowgangs.com/gang_resources/aryan_brotherhood/ab_001.htm

Lovers=two member only Gang

Messed up day

2005-07-07T14:16:00.000Z

Today is a real mess up day,london is a mess and sad and big bombs and everything. Just On the road which I am living, there was a bank robbery. Policemen were everywhere, choppers were flying around my head everywhere. Everybody is in fear.
I already write about I was reading and watching the movie and book about "fight club" about last few weeks, the chaotic views of my imagination had already became ture, It is like to experience the whole "fight club" thingy in reality. what a coincidence !!
I am wondering, Did taylor plan everyting, Is it all a part of "project mayhem". Or it is a hallucination which I produced by my brain to satisify my needs. Who knows, whatever!!! After all , we all God's middle child, so be it!!!

In case god doesn't like YOU

2005-07-06T14:10:00.000Z

Last few weeks, I borrowed the movie"fight club" to watch, I never ever tried to watch fully once, because I always watched the movie in the middle of the story on T.V.. I never really understood it.After I watched the movie fully, I was really shocked by the beautiful dialogue and the helpless people in the drama. And by chance, one of my best friends has got a book which the movie is orginated. I really loveed the sentences in the book. especially this line

"you have to know that you are god's middle child, god would have ignored you,even consider the possiblilty that he hates you. So you have to do something to make him notice you, something really big."
another one is "your father is your model for god. And if you never know your father, if your father bails out or dies or is never at home, what do you believe about GOD."